Falling Apart

Well I am slowly giving up on the life I thought was supposed to be something wonderful and a life I loved tremendously. I should not have to explain or justify my feelings over n over again.I guess you can't make someone understand you especially someone truly dosnt want to understand. What is the old saying? You can lead a horse to water but can't make em drink, well I have learned there is truth to that! So I am slowly watching a life I thought was going to be special slowly fall apart n I honestly am losing the will to fight for it!!#losingthewilltofight