courage

 Well today I dealt w alot of crap!!!! People will lie straight to ur face n as u walk away stap u in the back! but I also learned w a lil courage n confidence it will drive those peices of crap nuts!!!! Hey n that was the highlight of my terrible day!!!#peoplesuck

Single Mommys

    SO  just wanna say if ur a single mom like myself, ull understand where im coming from!!! I think its been 7 yrs since ive been able to go into the bathroom myself!!!!!!!! Ya n a social life, wats that? I dont think I would even no wat to do!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont get me wrong I love em n wouldnt change it !!!! My children put a smile on my face everyday!! Thank God for my children bc w/out them I dont no who I would b. I do no this I wouldnt b as strong,or as hard working as I am .. Its so ironic how us moms r to guide n teach our children but they guide me n teach me everyday!! 
 So be proud to b a hard working mom!!

Recovery

Wish life could just b a smooth ride!!!! I really thought once i was clean it would b like a story book or a fairy tale!!!!! Well not really!!!!          my mind is like a battlefield for my past n present thoughts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another Day!!!!

 So another day, well people say ur past is ur past!!!!! I should be able to leave it behind me!! Well ,so not true everyone wants to keep bringin it up n even though we shouldnt bring up their past its ok to bring mine up!!! Wats even worse is when I cant even completley forget the past! When till this day im still paying for my mistakes....Will I ever be able to forget the things Ive done?............ Will everyone else forget?                                                                          

celebrate

So I have recently just started over!!! I dont care who u r change is something we r not used too .....so it can b scary exciting,or sad!!! In my case It was exciting n scary!! I have now been clean from drugs for 2 yrs . Ya 2yrs dosnt seem that long but to me it is!!! So ya we need to celebrate our lives!! So lets help others!!!! Wats ur acomplishment?