Falling Apart

Well I am slowly giving up on the life I thought was supposed to be something wonderful and a life I loved tremendously. I should not have to explain or justify my feelings over n over again.I guess you can't make someone understand you especially someone truly dosnt want to understand. What is the old saying? You can lead a horse to water but can't make em drink, well I have learned there is truth to that! So I am slowly watching a life I thought was going to be special slowly fall apart n I honestly am losing the will to fight for it!!#losingthewilltofight

People suck!!!!!

You know I don't think I can handle anymore bad luck!! It's like for every 2 things that go well there is 2 things that go wrong. I guess lifr isn't supposed to be easy. I'm not sure if its just me or I am just noticing it now but there are very few people I trust. In the last wk there has been several people who have showed there true colors, backstabbers, 2 faced and unloyal. What I don't understand is why be fake? I can't lie or fake caring BC my facial expressions give it away.You know they say u get what u give well let me just say so not true, the bad guys come out looking like the hero's n the good guys look like the bad ones. But in my case when I was doing wrong I still came out looking like crap but to me I thought I looked like I had my crap together,but in reality I was so messed up physically and mentally!!! Well back to the facial expressions, I guess I always have the resting bitch face.sometimes i actually think im smiling but im not loli#canttrustanyone#restingbitchface

Children!!!!

  I dont wanna sound like an old lady or wat not but,I was watching tv today w my girls (i think we were watching lizard lick towing) n I noticed that they have comercials n advertisment directed towards our children n not one was about reading or physical activities!! So it dawned on me society wants to act like they have the best intetest for the kids but lets face it its our responsability as parents to influence good habits!

courage

 Well today I dealt w alot of crap!!!! People will lie straight to ur face n as u walk away stap u in the back! but I also learned w a lil courage n confidence it will drive those peices of crap nuts!!!! Hey n that was the highlight of my terrible day!!!#peoplesuck

Single Mommys

    SO  just wanna say if ur a single mom like myself, ull understand where im coming from!!! I think its been 7 yrs since ive been able to go into the bathroom myself!!!!!!!! Ya n a social life, wats that? I dont think I would even no wat to do!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont get me wrong I love em n wouldnt change it !!!! My children put a smile on my face everyday!! Thank God for my children bc w/out them I dont no who I would b. I do no this I wouldnt b as strong,or as hard working as I am .. Its so ironic how us moms r to guide n teach our children but they guide me n teach me everyday!! 
 So be proud to b a hard working mom!!