What do you do when the reason why a relationship might fail is due to your own secret? I have been on the other end. The one that gets hurt, or the broken heart. I never meant to hurt this person. Now that I look at the situation I did keep this secret for selfish reasons. I was so afraid to lose him that I held on to this secret. Would I take it back or told him sooner? No is the honest answer. I wish I could take the pain back that I have caused but I wouldn't change anything I have done, because I wouldn't of got to spend so much time with this person. This person has brought out so many good qualities in me. The same person who stood by my side while I went through withdrawl, same person who has held my hand at my worst and has yet to see me at my best. The same person who held my hand while I gave birth to our beautiful son.
To my wonderful fiance I am sorry, I love you.
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